and for the first time the soft skin breaks, the wrist stings, and the blood escapes..let it go and then mold into the bath water creating fascinating shapes that distract e from the truth, the blood seeps out and I slowly let my neck relax as I let my head stop floating above the tub water, I see the red patterns as I leave my eyes open watching it form above my eyes as I start to have to force my head under.. I’m ready, my wrists blood is gone and I’m ready to be found as cold, pale body floating in the red bath tub with no pulse.
I’m sorry I couldn’t handle you ‘friends’ runing my life.
